my dad just texted me he already at ground floor at my office, he didnt said that he’s coming to Jakarta, but i knew it from my mom. and my office time still 30 minutes left so i told him to wait. and all of sudden i feel so emotionally sad because omg he’s getting olddddd and still crossed the city just to visit me and i just cant.. because we always had fight like almost all the time, and i feel sad because i wish our relationship was better. and another day i dreamt about his death and i woke up crying andd i dont know i feel sad for not having much time with him without having fight………